Caroline hears from her friend

Even in suicide we don't go to hell but rather we go to a place to heal.

M: hi

Client: Hello

M: what's your name?

Client: Caroline

M: and do you have a focus tonight?

Client: Would like to connect with my best friend. He passed 3 years ago

M: what's his first name

Client: Jason

M: ok let's see

M: this was an untimed death

M: Something ...I almost think something was kept a secret

M: is this true? About a guy

Client: He was keeping a secret about a guy?

M: was he killed?

Client: No

M: wow

Client: Well yes. Suicide

M: Well there's a guy he isn't happy with. As if maybe the man lied about something

M: Do you know what he is taking about?

Client: Can he describe the man?

M: Dark hair..maybe money involved

M: ok well. how did he die because he fought it, was not prepared . Tried to hold on

Client: He took his own life

M: oh dear, this is a problem

M: how did he take his life & who found him?

Client: Sheriff found him

M: I said untimed and this would be true but he says there was a lie told

Client: Who lied

M: Why would he do this, I don't get a reason

M: a man

Client: I dont know the reason why he took his life

M: I don't get one either. Did he loose a young cousin that you know of

Client: Not that I can remember

M: There was no reason to do this, ...a friend. a young girl greeted him that he new, on the other side

M: He is giving hugs like wrapping his arms around himself, so he hugs you

Client: I miss his hugs

Client: I miss him

M: He can't return or he would

M: Where was he found?

Client: Im lost without him. He was such a huge part of me

Client: At the river

Client: I want him to tell me what’s going on with Jarvis.

M: Did he have a relationship because maybe I am missing something

M: could someone have lied to him making him feel the need to do this

Client: He was seeing a girl. She may have betrayed him. I don’t trust her to ask for the truth. She will lie.

M: oh ok then that has to be what he meant. regret regardless. I think he tried to live once he realized he was dying. Says he tried to hold on. who is Jarvis?

M: is he alive or...?

Client: A friend of ours. Alive

Client: Jarvis is Joshua’s other best friend..

M: this isn't a regular reading, let me see.

Client: I was hoping Joshua would have something to say about him

M: No, Jarvis appears to be on the right path. In other words, he isn't concerned for him

Client: Joshua was my diary. Told him everything and he would respond.

M: He says it's ok to let go...thats what I got

Client: Let go of him? I cant. I wont.

M: Ya well he can't interfere with life. You can't turn to him that way anymore. You need to live your life

M: He will be there when it's your time

M: He'll visit but he can't advise you

Client: Did Joshua push a man into my life after he passed?

M: thats interesting

M: I don't think so, you simply met him. Not a push from him person. Is it stlil working out.??

Client: It was someone we knew. An old friend that I haven’t seen for years.

M: Not from Joshua.

Client: Really? The first time he contacted me was the day of the funeral. We sat together and held each others hand.

M: I think it took Joshua longer to heal, he may not have been around as often as you think

M: He needed to accept what he did

Client: Ive fallen for him. Hard. He reminds me of joshua.

M: Good now live your life and make him your diary person

M: See he committed suicide and that is not the same as a natural death

M: Takes a long time to deal with it

M: Because it caused everyone so much pain. Pain he caused. Do you understand

Client: Yes I understand

M: Well he is responsible and thats hard for him

M: So hug him and he will see you later... lol it is never goodbye person

Client: That’s what he said?

M: He said he will see you later. They NEVER say goodbuy

M: bye

Client: We never said goodbye when he was alive either

M: :) Client: Thank you so much M: Ok hon. You'll be ok Client: Im sure someday M: Time is all that heals. You will. Client: Thank you again 27:15 Customer has ended the chat session.