Even in suicide we don't go to hell but rather we go to a place to heal.
M: what's your name?
M: and do you have a focus tonight?
Client: Would like to connect with my best friend. He passed 3 years ago
M: what's his first name
M: ok let's see
M: this was an untimed death
M: Something ...I almost think something was kept a secret
M: is this true? About a guy
Client: He was keeping a secret about a guy?
M: was he killed?
Client: Well yes. Suicide
M: Well there's a guy he isn't happy with. As if maybe the man lied about something
M: Do you know what he is taking about?
Client: Can he describe the man?
M: Dark hair..maybe money involved
M: ok well. how did he die because he fought it, was not prepared . Tried to hold on
Client: He took his own life
M: oh dear, this is a problem
M: how did he take his life & who found him?
Client: Sheriff found him
M: I said untimed and this would be true but he says there was a lie told
Client: Who lied
M: Why would he do this, I don't get a reason
M: a man
Client: I dont know the reason why he took his life
M: I don't get one either. Did he loose a young cousin that you know of
Client: Not that I can remember
M: There was no reason to do this, ...a friend. a young girl greeted him that he new, on the other side
M: He is giving hugs like wrapping his arms around himself, so he hugs you
Client: I miss his hugs
Client: I miss him
M: He can't return or he would
M: Where was he found?
Client: Im lost without him. He was such a huge part of me
Client: At the river
Client: I want him to tell me what’s going on with Jarvis.
M: Did he have a relationship because maybe I am missing something
M: could someone have lied to him making him feel the need to do this
Client: He was seeing a girl. She may have betrayed him. I don’t trust her to ask for the truth. She will lie.
M: oh ok then that has to be what he meant. regret regardless. I think he tried to live once he realized he was dying. Says he tried to hold on. who is Jarvis?
M: is he alive or...?
Client: A friend of ours. Alive
Client: Jarvis is Joshua’s other best friend..
M: this isn't a regular reading, let me see.
Client: I was hoping Joshua would have something to say about him
M: No, Jarvis appears to be on the right path. In other words, he isn't concerned for him
Client: Joshua was my diary. Told him everything and he would respond.
M: He says it's ok to let go...thats what I got
Client: Let go of him? I cant. I wont.
M: Ya well he can't interfere with life. You can't turn to him that way anymore. You need to live your life
M: He will be there when it's your time
M: He'll visit but he can't advise you
Client: Did Joshua push a man into my life after he passed?
M: thats interesting
M: I don't think so, you simply met him. Not a push from him person. Is it stlil working out.??
Client: It was someone we knew. An old friend that I haven’t seen for years.
M: Not from Joshua.
Client: Really? The first time he contacted me was the day of the funeral. We sat together and held each others hand.
M: I think it took Joshua longer to heal, he may not have been around as often as you think
M: He needed to accept what he did
Client: Ive fallen for him. Hard. He reminds me of joshua.
M: Good now live your life and make him your diary person
M: See he committed suicide and that is not the same as a natural death
M: Takes a long time to deal with it
M: Because it caused everyone so much pain. Pain he caused. Do you understand
Client: Yes I understand
M: Well he is responsible and thats hard for him
M: So hug him and he will see you later... lol it is never goodbye person
Client: That’s what he said?
M: He said he will see you later. They NEVER say goodbuy
Client: We never said goodbye when he was alive either
M: :) Client: Thank you so much M: Ok hon. You'll be ok Client: Im sure someday M: Time is all that heals. You will. Client: Thank you again 27:15 Customer has ended the chat session.